10102009

I had my dance exam today. and I very happy that I have passed the test!! okay, let me tell my feelings.. first, when I reached HALO, I only saw maki & pei min. then I suggest them we practice together. then while practice, I saw Chris outside the lobby. WOw~ I guess he is our judge for this time exam. and he is the ONLY judge. pei min didnt feel nervous cause Chris had taught her before, but for us, I didnt even see Chris face to face before. So I feel little nervous la.. Hehe actually he is a kinda goOd. and... yea, back to the topic! then then, ahhem.. we suddenly realise that we have no disc for later exam. Cause normally Joey or Jo-YEE or jo-ee?? oh whatever. our tcher normally will bring us the disc. So I quickly call Ching yi brind pendrive n empty CD-r so that we can burn at Halo. So luckily that we can rush and we started our exam on time, 1.30pm. Chris said we hav to dance twice cause if we only dance once he can focus on all of us in one time. So, After we dance twice. Earing test time, that means count the beat. Chris test us one by one. at last, the most important moment!! that is the results!! Chris 1stly said if he take it very strictly, only 2person can passed that is me n pei min. cause v hav fu, confident, and body movement also okay. others were also quite good, and he said we a team dance make him quite suprise and our teamwork were also good, but we still need to have more imporovement to perform more good next time. So that a good thing to hear! yeayy~ after his sayings, he taught us some pose, in 5minutes short time. Then after the little teaching, everyone were also very happy cause we did well, and we had passed!! and here, I wish Maki Happy Birthday!! today is her birthday. Happy always, Maki!! ;)

Thursday

finally my exam just left 2papers.. Hmmm.. Kinda relax ard.. Haha but now I'm kinda scared... just a little. I'm going 2hav exam for dance this saturday. we a team ard get ready everthing but I dunno y I will feel nervous.. nevermind, just go on! I know I can! today yang, Ching n keng Xin went my hse for dance.. my mind now full of dance steps n that song keep repeating in my mind. so now I hav 2listen other song to refresh my mind. Haha I chose thomas & Jack's new song to listen.. Its so disappointed cause I didnt go their function that day.. All my dance mates went xcept for me. Going to cry laa.. So sad.. Next time if still Hav chance I must go.. unless I'm having my exams again.. their new songs, Mv and movie were nice.. I'll support them!! yeayy.. Hahh now I'm so tired cause just now keep on dancing. and last night I keep watch those dance clip so I hav not enough rest.. It's so tiring today..

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I feel so lifeless... go to school everyday in a class that is no one listening when the tcher is teaching.. and every tcher teach us, all also dun wanna teach us anymore, I feel so sorry to those tcher.. I have to face that kind of ppl everyday, see their faces, I feel so unhappy. cause everyday hav different things happen. and I dont want this keep going on. I really really hate this so much!! can it stop?? everyday hav arguements, I dont feel happy everyday!! can some1 make me laugh? make me bcum the last time me?? the hyper me?? the always stay happy me?? I tired of this.. everything! when I wanna do anything, I must care bout what ppl will think, what ppl will do, what ppl will say about. why??!! why I just cant do things I like?? I dunno I can stay how long... I cant tell any1 bout what I think!! cause I feel that I cant trust any1 else anymore. I dunno friends were use to hate or having fights inside our hearts. all are full of lies!! those ppl hav two faces, I dunno what they think!! Cause I thought friends are for to hang out 2gather and happy around. friends are for us to care,for us to share things when u feel down.. ALL WRONG!! I'm wrong....really wrong.. changed.. changed.. Changed...

Cik Siti's birthday! 17/07 '09

today we went Mv after school by my mom's car. class 4P4 celebrate our form tcher's birthday!! her actuan birthdate is 2mrw. but v help her celebrate earlier.^^ but this dont like a birthday celebration for our tcher,it's was just like our class gathering. XD

my favourite!

*spot*

HAHA guan yu start the fight.

Girlsssss~

Satya.=)

Cik Dhanam.

[MiMi] Jun Pin

AH kai

Sam.

Yuan Zong.[veggie lover]

Tan Guan Yu.

Cheeze Choc.Hmmm~

Marble Cheese. Yummy~

*The END.

life??

I'm now stuck with my feelings... I feel that I'm not happy these days.. Maybe when u getting bigger, u will hav more things to think about. and u will started to hav many things to do,many things to think, many things need to solve, many things to worry about... studies, school, friends, clubs, love, family, relatives and everything.. this is call life?? maybe... I'm now started learning to solve these.. and in the process, I feel unhappy, no matter what hundred different ways i use, I still feel unhappy.. I did smile everyday, eat ice cream when I feel really down ( tht I'm doing it now) but still... it doesnt help anything. I'm not that HYPER me anymore. Feel so black &grey in my world. Smile, just fake smile, let ppl know that I'm okay... why lifes like that?? so hope that I can back to my childhood time, being so happy, nothing else to think. that was so nice. but impossible, time can get bac, I must cope it, everything.. after all these, wait the day I graduate, I think I'll get a better life, I wont so unhappy anymore. I must study well now, to get a good career, like that, I think I will b better..

QM Gathering 4th July

Souvenirs (not done)

Puddings. (hmm~ yummy yummy)

A completed souvenir.=]

TaDaaa!!

Fong Kah Jo

Sum Dek Joe

(the 'joe" posing.xD)

Haha me spoiler! who cal me?? why look another side??

My school & friends.=)